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Funny to know that we're in the same grounds in terms of 'certain' things. Lost love, betrayal, hanging on, distance, and HOPE. And it was also funny when we both felt bored and mellow dramatic yesterday afternoon, haha.
I'm really happy that I can feel you having that real time kilig moment, again.
Happy birthday Krisiang and I'm just so happy for you now. :)
Kung alam mo lang kung gaano ako nainspire.. magpatuloy at maghintay, gad.
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I told you months ago how I hated my life for being so boring, that all I have to do was just live and go by. It's mere living. You know for a fact that I learned to dislike changes especially when it comes to relationships. I like them steady for the next five, ten years at least, though I know they'll change. It's just that drastic changes pains me so hard. You let me see that this is maybe the downside of having too much security in relationships. You tend to take for granted people who are always there. So then you wouldn't be ready for drastic changes. You forget the fact that changes could happen anytime. (Thanks for that)And if you can only feel, up to now, you still have your own ways of making me feel that everything has its purpose and as well choices. :) You're letting me feel that I won't find what I want by looking for it. That I shouldn't expect someone else to give me what I never gave myself. And if things, including you, won't go back, I'll be just fine. Like what you were always telling me, all I need is just myself and that's no one else. ****
P.S: We miss how you make things so easy and we still wish you're here.
P.S.S: And though I had only known you for eight months or so, still I lost a great friend in you.
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"I was thinking what was wrongwith that door, myself, or, or otherwise? Hmm. I was wondering, why andhow in the world I didn't noticed that BIG pull sign. Mm, napaisip babigla, out of the blue. Sooooo, why do people, like me, still push ondoors that have "PULL" signs on them? Just a thought. Mmm,scientifically, maybe because pushing just requires us to straightenthe arm by relaxing the biceps. Yet, pulling requires contraction ofmuscles, exerting more force and builds up lactic acid, resulting tofatigue. Waaw, and I really thought of that plus the ATP, anearobic andaerobic whatsoever. Eh :| Another thought. Digging deeper, thatmight be the reason why pushing someone away seems easier to do thanpulling them to come back.." @multiply | | |
| Actually 'few' people really understand why I'm indulge in all the happiness every time it rains.
It's when during this time that someone will take care of the sick me; someone will cook the ultimate arroz caldo for me or sige na nga pagbigyan - cup noodles; I can hug people, I can share a space under my umbrella; I can appreciate patience under that shed; we, EHEM hindi lang ako, can be EMOs in our own rights; you can dance, cry, smile and just go crazy under it; and lastly, it's when it rains that WE CAN APPRECIATE THE SUN.
Personally speaking, the rain reminds us that, we only appreciate things when it's gone. But somehow, you see, it's also teaching us another lesson - LET GO when you finally can't take it, be free and never forget to touch the lives of people who knows your worth. Because when it rains, it touches everything. When it rains small creatures can appreciate it - I can appreciate it.
So why I love the rain? There are reasons, definitely. :)
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| "Just do what you really think would make you happy and never do something halfhearted.." - Kerbick
Parallelism has no place when it comes to this situation. So ironic nga, mare. Realization ba, one has to sacrifice, hehe :| No Melody powers, no Kerbick powers, no more powers. Haahaa, lame.
And I wonder why, oh why and just why, everything is happening - just now - EXACTLY at this point. Haahaa. Cool and so timing ala eh. And again, it's too late, you see the point of being exact, precise and on time. The point where I'm appreciating cramming rather than of being late. Hehee, aywan ko ba. Bakeet.
Pala, since yesterday was just a day, haahaa. A big 'tick' to Jever for sending me those Hayden and Katrina jokes. Haahaa, sabi ko nalang, "Sira ulo talaga.. tayo.." We were more like exchanging, inventing and spreading the haha-ness. :D
And so yun. 'Yun lang naman. :)
P.S: I just love those nimbus clouds-whatsoever for running out of space, reasons and just can't contained the water anymore! Letting the rain pour dowwwnn. Ito ang sakto, ito ang timing :)
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